Sunday, July 8, 2007
ChApTeR 9: wRiTeR's bLoCk??
SoRry tO mY aUdiEnCeS.. i haven't been blogging for quite awhile, haven't i? sorry bout that.. alot of things happen to my life recently.. beginning with unable to cope with work well.. followed by my brother admitted to hospital for appendicitis.. and lastly would be not knowing what the results of my check-up.. First thing first, i'm not joking... but i'm really not coping well with school work.. i guess i'm getting MORE THAN a little lazy.. feel as if my brain's deteorating faster than my grandma's... DAMN... i really feel very far away from my goal, and very far back in my work... WAD SHLD i DO??? haiz... 2ndly, my bro was admitted to KKH for acute appendicitis.. well i was rather worried.. i felt i was rather useless as i cudn't do nothing to help... he's discharged today [wad a relief] and will be at home resting for a week... nothing much to say bout him.. he lost weight.. :( i guess i haven't been slpin well since his admission.. time for a good night slp... Last but not least, my health check-up status.. the DR who saw me was a new MO [medical officer], but she was very nice.. hahas.. but after the investigations, i really start to think there juz might be some problems with me.. haiz.. i really dunno how to handle all this mess... my whole life has been in a mess... well, it has always been in a mess.. [wad shld i do???] i really dunno how to convey my feelings here, but tats all im gonna say for today...They say such nice things about people at their funerals that it makes me sad to realize that I'm going to miss mine by just a few days. [
Garrison Keillor]