LiFe's A ChOrE

ChApTeR 16: 18 YeArS oF ReGrEt.. aLL GoNe iN A SwEaT..

2007-11-15T00:55:00.000+08:00

Yo Yo Yo!! 長い時間は見ない[Long TiMe No SeE].. hahas.. muz have missed me eh? In case any of u guys wondered y my nick so depressing, dun get me wrong..

This post is about my thanks and apologies to my dearest frens who has been by my side all this while.. with me knowing but not acknowledging.. Thru my 18th birthday did i realise i was wrong all this while..
I wanna thank:

Angie: thanks for being there for me always my dear.. you've always been a wonderful fren and an amazing girlfriend to me.. you've always been a stronghold for me to hold on to whenever things get tough.. although sometimes u're not as good a listener, you've always been there in rainy and sunny days.. u've always pull me back on track when ever i get lost.. i thank you, u'll always be in my heart, ALWAYS. i wanna say i'm sorry i always gave u heartaches.. forgive me k? LoVeS..
Jessica: thanks for always helping me with sku work.. whenever things get stressful, u'll always be there to reassure and giev tips :P thanks big sis.. getting to noe u has been a real great blessing.. sorry for always making fun of ur age [u noe i dun mean it XD] and pulling ur hair! forgive ur small bro eh =p
Hasyimah: thanks for being my boss, and being so understanding as my boss! whenever i work with you, u'll always make sure my stress level never go over limit.. thnx :D whenever i nd help, ur hand is sure to be thr! thnx! im sorry if i've been a pain in the neck! XD
Mei Qin: u've been a wonderful fren in my life, particuliarly especially since we noe each other for 12 yrs.. LOL.. im thankful tat our paths cross again, and i wanna thank u for always being thr to guide me and advice me! thnx for being such a gd fren.. sorry if i pissed u off XD
BeL: Thanks for being a panda! n a gd classmate n a wonderful fren.. n thnx for always keepin me in ur prayers.. i noe it always helps.. sorry if i stepped on ur tail!!XD
Clara:Thanks for always giving me a big responsibility to be a big bro!! and thnx for always being thr to talk with when i dun feel right!! sorry if i switch off ur power supply [pun intended] XD
Li Mei: thanks for being a wonderful sis, a marvelous fren a constant nightmare [of wearing skirt] LOL!! thanks for always rmb-ing me especially since im of no bld relationship with u.. really appreciate it.. thanks =)
Seri: thanks for letting me be ur grandson!! sorry if i bothered u all the time with ur hp!!XD
Mei Leng: Lao Bu! Gam Xia! =p
Ashley: thanks for always singing old songs with me!! if not sure damn lonely one =p
Sabina: thanks for always "din" my mouth! make my life shorter!! hahas thanks for always being there to scold me when i seriously nd some!! hahasXD
WaiHung, EekEE, WenLi: thanks for being such wonderful teammates.. im sure i cudn't have survived without u gals.. thanks..
Jinat, Yoga: thanks for always keepin me smile and making class interesting!! XD thanks for being good tem players!!
Special thanks to aminah: thanks for being such a joy during classes and attachments! i'll never never never never never [N I never would dare] to forget u!!!
all the other frens and classmates i've missed out: i've not forgotten u guys, juz tat i dunno how to express my gratitude.. thank you.. for without ALL of you, there wouldn't be me!

Reason y i chose this topic: all my regrets and sadness, all gone----- because, i was never alone.

ChApTeR 15: StArTiNg AnEw!!

2007-10-06T09:53:00.000+08:00

WoW! GoD NoEs wHen WaS tHe LaSt TiMe i BlOGgEd eH!! hAhAs!! Today my topic is starting anew.. well, i supposed i'm recovering from many things, but well, its about time i start all over again! LOL..

As you all may know, i was having my attachments up till recently (actually its already been a week, :P), but well, attachments was fun! I love AH man!! anyway, my first week of holidays was DAMN BORING man!! (of coz it wud be, when its only you and you alone having holidays..) man i miss my classmates!! hope to see them sooooooooooooon!!! ytd went to chinatown with some of the dudes from SGH!! [including: jess, wenli, wattyee and angie, and of coz, me!] So we went and as usual, the gals did shopping.. (of coz, wad to expect?) I juz stood around and gave opinions.. LOL.. den we went to eat noodles for dinner [at 1630 hrs]. den i told myself, who the heck eats dinner at 4 plus?? gosh it was kinda crazy.. hahas..

But of coz, our main purpose was to help wenli find the place to send $$$ back to china! so we walked around and *puff* comes the fairy godmother, (juz joking). we ended up in OG instead.. LOL wenli was complaining tat she was SOOOOOOOOOo tired! hahas.. we walked around in OG and of coz, as usual, they shopped and look at the clothes.. LOL.. then we went on to my favorite corner, TOYS!!! yay! be4 tat, we found some kiddo wedding gown and guess wad, jess can fit it!! wow next time she do fitting muz do in OG liao! (she'll definitely kill me if she sees this!!) hahas.. anyway, we saw on a kiddo board writing: syimah is a yellow monkey =), ma'am u muz have offended some kid ar!! hahas..

After tat, we went on to the shopping centre beside and found wad we came for, the place to send money! hahas, finally, thought wenli. Be4 we left, we had ice-cream and a session of photo-taking.. LOL.. hahas.. and on the train angie keep trying to imitate china ppl!! So irritating eh.. somemore so crowded.. hahas.. later got other china ppl hear den we in trouble.. LOL.. Some pics and my quotation of the day:

Be careful about reading health books. You may die of a misprint. [Mark Twain US humorist, novelist, short story author, & wit (1835 - 1910) ]

*PS. next post will be the tag roshini and angie gave me!!

ChApTeR 14: i LoVe HiM So mUch... iT hUrTs...

2007-09-01T23:16:00.000+08:00

My ToPiC ToDaY iS pAiNfuL.. iT rEaLLy iS..
WenT back to sec school for a church event "kopi-o-kosong".. talk about how people can be so empty in love without christ.. i applied to my life, and i knew it was more than thru.. i knew it was my bro's bday tml so i bought him along so his frens cud celebrate for him.. true enuf his gang of frens came with bday cake and presents to celebrate with him after the event was over.. i was more than happy for him of coz.. but i realize something more..

as i look at their happy faces while they sang bday songs and laughed along.. i realise i cudn't identify with them.. i wasn't familiar with this scene at all.. i had never had frens by my side with presents and laughter.. or teasing each other with cakeprints all over the face.. i had never gone thru those.. i felt really empty.. i felt... envious.. i held my tears.. no way was i gonna cry in front of my juniors.. absolutedly NO WAY..

after the fun and laughter my n my bro went back to my grandma house.. For ANOTHER round of CELEBRATION.. while on the bus we talked about how fortunate he was getting so much attention.. he wasn't the least appreciative tho.. on the bus i felt another urge of sorrow in me.. nvr had i felt so sorry for myself.. tears came to my eyes.. i wasn't going to cry.. i told myself.. i prayed to GOD, "pls help me..", but the more i prayed, tears found their way out.. i wept silently.. in the bus.. PATHETIC...

at my grandma house, i stood by my laptop and played games.. i wud rather drown myself in games than to think bout it.. played till dinner and we had such a FEAST.. it was out of the ordinary.. F***ing bias, i told myself. but i prayed hard i would not hate anyone for it.. i enjoyed the dinner anyway... went downstairs to a "arcade" and we played billiard with me, my bro and my uncle.. had quite alot of fun..

But i dreaded going up.. i knew we were going to cut the cake we bought in the morning.. went up, they sang bday songs for him.. cut the cake and round of photos.. i asked myself.. when was the last time THEY sang MY bday song.. probably 5 years ago.. i cudn't take JOYFUL occasion and went back in the room.. i told myself not to hate him.. he WAS my brother.. i loved him.. yet the envy i had really made it so painful.. i started to tear silently again in the room.. he asked me whether i wanted a piece of the cake..

I refuse.. i simply refuse to eat the cake.. i hated cakes.. i hate cakes.. i will always hate cakes.. i cudn't stop thinking and swelling my eyes with tears on the way home.. yet.. no one notices any difference in my behavior.. well.. im really invisible..

i felt a stranger in the church.. i felt i didn't belong.. i felt a stranger among my brother's frens.. i felt i didn't belong.. i felt a stranger within my family.. i felt i didn't belong.. i feel like a stranger in this world.. maybe i really dun belong...

Frens who read this post, especially ANGIE: pls pls.. i beg of u.. leave me alone on my birthdate.. i wanna be alone.. i dun wanna go thru this pain anymore.. juz let me be.. im really tired of crying.. i tot i was immune to tears after my grandpa died.. i was wrong.. it was juz too painful i cudn't stop tearing.. i tot live was empty without christ.. life is still empty now, even with HIM..

Sorrow was like the wind. It came in gusts.
[Marjorie Kinnan Rawlings]

ChApTeR 13: gAtHeRiNgS Vs pArTiNgs.. AtTaChMeNtS vS HoLiDaYs..

2007-08-23T20:23:00.000+08:00

AtLas.. LoNg AwAiTeD HoLiDaYs.. Or iS iT So?? My ToPiC obViOuSLy DiSaGrEe.. LOL..

TO those who waited long enough, congrats, but i'm gonnA be out on attachments.. :(.. *sob sob*.. but nonetheless, hope i have fun learning though!! anyway, had a gathering with my NUH ward 55 mates!! STEAMBOAT!! It was a painful but fun experience (got my hands all pricked and burned).. I guess all u gals are gonna have so much "fun" trying to lose weight eh?? =p Here are some exclusives of us:

A part of the NUH ward 55 gang!!

Having Lots of fun CooKiNg!

CaUgHt oFF GuArD!! LOL!!

Man.. She LookS uNgLaM (potato clarice.. oops >.<)

Gee.. wad was i staring at?? [i look SOOOOO Blur..] o.O

OuR PrETtY CaMeRa LaDY CaUgHt oN PiCtUre.. LOL..

AfTer all the fun, i guess its time to prepare my heart for my attachments.. hope u guys and gals enjoy the holidays.. dun forget me!! i'll end the post with a enlightening quotation:
The important thing is not to stop questioning. [Albert Einstein, US (German-born) physicist (1879 - 1955)]

ChApTeR 12: Am i rEaLLy NuTs?? AbOuT dOuGhNuTs??

2007-08-16T21:40:00.000+08:00

WhY DouGhNuTs?? SeEms LiKe eVeRy1's QuEuEiNg uP fOr iT rEceNTly.. WonDer Wad's wRoNg WiF oUr TaStEbUds.. Oh NO!!! iS iT A DouGhNuT aLiEn AttAck??? HaHa!! GueSS i'M rEaLLy GoiNg NutS @<.>@

These few days really driving me nuts eh... Study, eat, sleep, play, study, eat, sleep, play.. endless cycle of boredom.. hahas.. no choice.. have to do this.. therefore, today a special guest came to my house to study, sleep, eat and QUEUE for doughnuts!!! no other den my DEAR ANGIE!! hahas.. (expected.. who else wud i queue doughnuts with.. LOL =p) anyways, some pics of the doughnuts i bought..

People queing for doughnuts!!! (not alot tho, compared to doughnut factory)

Doughnuts on the outside [the box i mean] (Lame.. -_-"")Doughnuts Angie bought =p

MiiE DouGHnuTs!!!

Short post but i'll end with a doughnut quotation!!

“Between the optimist and the pessimist, the difference is droll. The optimist sees the doughnut; the pessimist the hole!” [oscar quotation]

ChApTeR 11: ReCaP oF mY AtTaChMeNtS

2007-08-15T21:19:00.000+08:00

WeLL I sUppOsEd SoMe oF U ppL oUt tHr nOeS TaT i WaS oN AttAcHmEnTs Eh? this episode, i'm gonna share a little on my experience with the kids in paeds[no pics tho, coz i'm not allowed to take pics]

Anyway, first day was rather boring [all of us wud have agreed coz the sister and the CI(ah leong) was super the long winded] LOL.. anyway, we had a LONG LONG LONG LONG lecture time [until we almost fell asleep], and orientation in the ward. For the next few days [2,3], we did simple things like para and sponging, until sister got scolded by another tow kay neo[big boss lady], and decided to give us a new task----- WRITE REPORT!!!

AND WowWoWoWow, it wasn't supposed to be in our syllabus until year 3, or perhaps year 2 sem 2, but no, sister wouldn't listen. She insisted it be compulsory, and said we would fail the posting if we didn't meet her expectations.. PooR MooN and a few of my frens got into some deep shit for not being able to write for the 1st few days.. LOL.. but they ,anage to get thru tho.. Anyway, we manage to pull thru the tough days..

The staff nurses and ANs there were DAMN nice.. nothing to say bout tat.. tho some may look abit siao siao, but, they're really VERY VERY VERY de nice.. at least nicest in NUH i wud say.. LOL.. really nvr regret working there.. Tat's about all i wud say for my posting..

*special section for me besties*: Thanks guys, and gals for supporting me when times get tougher.. tho they say "when the going gets tough, the tough gets going", but i guess i wud nvr have gone this far without u guys.. THNX a MiLLion..

I'll end with the quote of the day:
Without friends no one would choose to live, though he had all other goods.
[Aristotle, Nichomachean EthicsGreek critic, philosopher, physicist, & zoologist (384 BC - 322 BC)]

ChApTeR 10: gOiNg AgAiNsT mySeLf..

2007-08-07T13:18:00.000+08:00

aPoLoGiEs tO mY fReNs fOR noT BloGGinG fOr qUiTe SoME tiME.. ReAsOn bEiNg:
1) I've tot i've been having some problems with my health
2) I've gone thru tons and tons of checkups, with no results
3) I've been rather busy with attachments, and VERY exhausted
4) Doctor recently told me, nothing's wrong with my health
5) He added that i should see a counsellor since it might be anxiety disorder
6) I'm on counselling, which means i've absolute NO MOOD to blog...

However, due to some forseen and unforseen circumstances, i've been requested to blog. Therefore, here i am. LOL..
Tons and tons of stuff i wanna throw up, but juz tat i dunno wad to throw.. but i've been really depressed these few days. I feel really messed up.. No mood to study, no mood to play, no mood to even talk.. not to anyone.. juz feel like i shld be alone.. I've really not been getting enough slp.. but i really dunno y.. perhaps my frens were right... I really think too much.. Told this to the "psycho" doctor.. she told me it's not really my fault... some people do face such a problem of not being able to control their own tots and emotions.. But although she didn't verbalise it, i really noe tat it relates me somehow to psychiatric conditions [perhaps schizophrenia].. DARN.. somehow i wish i was knock down by a car and coma for 3 mths.. {oops, someone's gonna kill me :P} MaN!! gimme a break..

DAMN it.. guess i'LL really have to work harder to go against myself.. Who'S with me???
It's all right letting yourself go as long as you can let yourself back. [Mick Jagger, English rock singer (1943 - )]

ChApTeR 9: wRiTeR's bLoCk??

2007-07-08T19:31:00.000+08:00

SoRry tO mY aUdiEnCeS.. i haven't been blogging for quite awhile, haven't i? sorry bout that.. alot of things happen to my life recently.. beginning with unable to cope with work well.. followed by my brother admitted to hospital for appendicitis.. and lastly would be not knowing what the results of my check-up.. First thing first, i'm not joking... but i'm really not coping well with school work.. i guess i'm getting MORE THAN a little lazy.. feel as if my brain's deteorating faster than my grandma's... DAMN... i really feel very far away from my goal, and very far back in my work... WAD SHLD i DO??? haiz... 2ndly, my bro was admitted to KKH for acute appendicitis.. well i was rather worried.. i felt i was rather useless as i cudn't do nothing to help... he's discharged today [wad a relief] and will be at home resting for a week... nothing much to say bout him.. he lost weight.. :( i guess i haven't been slpin well since his admission.. time for a good night slp... Last but not least, my health check-up status.. the DR who saw me was a new MO [medical officer], but she was very nice.. hahas.. but after the investigations, i really start to think there juz might be some problems with me.. haiz.. i really dunno how to handle all this mess... my whole life has been in a mess... well, it has always been in a mess.. [wad shld i do???] i really dunno how to convey my feelings here, but tats all im gonna say for today...

They say such nice things about people at their funerals that it makes me sad to realize that I'm going to miss mine by just a few days. [Garrison Keillor]

ChApTeR 8: 3 GoLdEn fLoWeRs???

2007-06-27T22:44:00.000+08:00

AnY IdEa wHy mY tiTLe y My TiTLe today is 3 GOLdEn FLoWErS??? Take a Look at the following pictures:

GoLdEn FLoWeR no.1 [Prison OfficEr]
Golden FLoWeR no.2 [Chio Bu BIG SIS]
GoLdEn FLoWeR no.3 [Da JiE Da PUJIAN]

OOPs... i hope i'm still alive tml!! LOL... anyway, took this picture while they are unaware of it... so imagine the surprise they get!!! hahas... [dun throw me into jail MA'AM!!!] hahas :P

Anyway, today was as usual------BORING... help A. to do survey and give out survey slips for their project... LOL... GoT 1 guy very de GAY... den he thinks med check-up+dental check-up shld be free of charge... HAHA!!! DREAM ON!!! anyway lecture was rather boring and dry but surprisingly i didn't totally dose off!! wahahah... so proud... but i fell asleep near the end.. LOL... anyway, did CPR again today... need to practice more kissing le... my kiss of life not very good... WAHAHA!!! i cudn't even give enuf air to the dummy... LOL... Lets take a look at the dummies:

Clarabelle and her SON!!! [OMG who she have it with???:P]
Panda and her nephew [Clara and bel are like sister right??? so the son is her nephew!! LOL]

WELL, official matters aside... coz------------i've got a new HANDPHONE!!! WOO HOO!!! [finally after i lost my hp for so many months].. Take a look at me with it:

Can't see the phone??? hahas... keep u in suspense until u see me!!! :P

Anyway, me and A. went shop around tpy for a good shop and a good bargain... and we manage to find one rather worth it hp: it cost me $175 [including GST wud be $183] got camera phone!! woo hoo... i like it... LOL... den when to A. house to fix her toilet bowl but only to conclude her toilet bowl is hopeless without "profe$$ional" help, [which suggests alot of expenses] dun be sad my dear.. we'll get help for u!! :) smile!! Looks like its sunshine after the storm... To end with yet another quotation:

When everyone is somebody, then no one's anybody. [W.S. Gilbert]

ChApTeR 7: 私は失敗した

2007-06-26T19:36:00.000+08:00

ToDaY mArKs tHe DaY oF aN aVaLaNcHe.. An aVaLaNcHe sO GrEaT iT BuRiEd mE aLoNg WiTh iT... My title today's in japanese... it says "I have failed"... To a great extend, i realise this was true all this while... I have, indeed, failed... As a student, i failed to work as hard as before... As a son, I have failed to be someone of importance in the family... As a brother, i have failed to gain respect for my younger siblings... AND as a HUMAN BEING, i've failed to realise, that i've been a failure all this while... [I've failed, because i never realise how much i've failed... I laugh, because i never realise how foolish i was... I cry, because of how high i climbed, and how painful it was to fall from that height]

I once told someone, look at the direction of the sunlight, and u'll see hope... Now, i look at myself, and i laugh... I laugh! at how foolish i was to thought of it that easily... no... it wasn't tat easy... now, i don't see the HOPE i once promised... HOW HILARIOUS...

I've always wanted someone in my family, to understand me, to support me when i'm weak... But guess wad, i guess i dun always get what i want... no one in my family look up to me... NO ONE in my family understands me... NO ONE in my family realise that i exists... NO ONE!!! no one... I cry... not because they dun give a damn... but because i care too much... SO much effort i put in to be a filial son... yet they appreciate the rebellious one more... So much effort i put in, to build good terms with the only brother i have... yet he despises me for everything i do... now, alas... the time comes when i need support... when the avalanche comes... when do i take shelter? where shld i seek help from??

SPEAK NO MORE... I HAVE FAILED... 私は失敗した...

If at first you don't succeed, failure may be your style. [Quentin Crisp]

ChApTeR 6: VoLuNtEeRiNg tO ChAnGe LiFeS

2007-06-24T21:50:00.000+08:00

I guess u people muz be thinking bout wad todays topic is about eh??? hahas... weLL, sry i didn't blog ytd!! [too lazy+too tired=not blogging] hahas... so, i decided to, blog everything today!!! [lazy bum, ain't I?] anyway, wad i did for the 2 days, wad pure volunteering... wahahaha... ytd was for foster parenting programme... we took care of foster children, and man, it was CHAOS!!! I can't help but admit I'm already at an age i can't catch up with the kids already.. [SOB SOB].. below is a picture of wad we took: OOps.. forgot tat we weren't supposed to take pictures!!! :P hahas.. anyway, had lots and lots of fun chasing the kids around.. and the babies were so CUTE man!!! wish i cud bring one home!! [*hint hint*] anyway, it ended unexpectedly early, so me, A. C. S. MQ. H. SR. and V. went to J8 KFC to eat.. and SR. was damn pissed with a guy who bought nothing and occupied 6 tables!!! people are so inconsiderate nowadays eh.. ANYWAY, H. panicked when she saw a friend!!! and he msg her he was at J8!! wahahaha!!! [dun kill me!!!] we had lots of fun tho!!

Now for today!!! Oso doing volunteering, we went to SILRA home today [SILRA stands for Singapore Leprosy Relief Association], to help and care for the elderly people who contacted leprosy when they were younger.. we had lots and lots of fun even tho we cudn't really communicate well with them... and guess wad! i sang a song [by theresa teng] with Kar Wei!!! So MALU!!! hahas.... there were 3 grps, the caring grp [which is us], the kitchen grp [in charge of refreshments] and the cleaning grp [ u noe wad they do], so we all had a fun time even tho we did diff things.. below are some pics of the things we did...

A picture of us together....without angie!!! [oOpS]

Now heres a picture of us ALL together!!!

Me Singing!!! [oh my goodness!!!]The GuyS!!!

Anyway, tat was not all for the day!!! we went to IMH to see see look look... [wahahah, hasyimah's idea!!!] so our prison officer brought us to take a look before we went on to some other place on our own... So tat was it for volunteering... but not the end of MY day!!!

WAD HAPPENED NEXT??? ME and A. went on a DATE!!!hahas... we went to marina square for dinner... wanted to go to YUKI n YAKI to try the food, the DIY ice cream... but too bad, the buffet was only weekdays!!! [dun be sad].. but anyway, tat did not stop us in craving for GOOD FOOD!!! so we went to see see look look [we went to see kenny rogers, billy bombers, etc..] but we ended up choosing XIN WANG HONG KONG cafe!!! hahas... treat her eat dinner!!! LOL... hope she likes it... anyway, took alot of pictures there!!! take a look!!!

Since its a 2 day post, i'm ending with 2 hilarious quotations to do with 'help':

Sure i'm for helping the elderly. I'm going to be old myself some day. [Lillian Carter]

The nine most terrifying words in the English language are, 'I'm from the government and I'm here to help.' [Ronald Reagen]

ChApTeR 5: sCiEnTiFiCaLLy CrAzY!!!

2007-06-22T23:13:00.000+08:00

AnOtHeR dAy oF SuRpRiSeS!!! guess where we hanged ourselves out today!!! we went to the SINGAPORE SCIENCE CENTRE!!! WOO HOO!!! after much discussion and debate, after much consideration about timing, cost and entertainment, we picked the one of many many choices [which include going to the zoo,going bowling, going play pool, going swimming, going to the museum, going to minds cafe, going to ice skating, and even going to play arcade!!] LOL.. therefore, we ended up in a place where the smart-asses dwell---- singapore science centre!!! At first the people who went grumbled that there wasn't anything much to see; but we all had lots of fun, didn't we? *wink wink* we saw many many illusions [wow my eyes went swirling!! so much illusions that i almost fainted!!], and we saw the impossible [well, in science, unless it is being proven, nothing is impossible, and even if its being proven, people will just try to unprove it..] LOL.. XD.. anyway, we saw many fun things.. TOO BAD cudn't get to finish the whole exhibit coz it was too BIG and there were simply too many things.. LOL..:P.. anyway, i went with A.,S.,M.,SH.,C.,B. and myself. hahas... we all had alot of fun.. and man, i prove myself to be strong!! i hit the bell for 125 points!!! LOL... [shall keep this a secret.. to let u ppl wonder] :P.. Had a wonderful and meaningful day...
Alas, another meaningful quatation:
Genius is one per cent inspiration, ninety-nine per cent perspiration. [Thomas A. Edison(1847 - 1931)]

ChApTeR 4.5??: My MoSt BoRiNg dAy EvEr

2007-06-21T20:09:00.000+08:00

Someone wanted to see this post, so i wrote it... hahas... anyway, today was definitely the most dry day in my life ba.. all i did today was eat breakfast[for those who want to noe, its ba zhang/rice dumpling], pack up my whole room [man it took like ages,.. gosh i really need to be more neat and tidy.. XD wad to do, i'm a GUY, and a messy one... dunno if anyone will want me ma?? *hint hint*], i threw almost a whole bag of rubbish.. *Woo Hoo* finally clean.. anyway, back on course. after which i ate my lunch, watch some TV, play some computer, cook some soup, practice some piano, and huala! guess wat? its time for dinner!!! WAH! eat slp shit eat slp shit, no difference from pig sia... so i decided... to be different... so i started to... BLOG!!! LOL... THE END...LOL...
Yet another quotation to share:
Before God we are all equally wise - and equally foolish. [albert einstein,1879 - 1955]

ChApTeR 4: TeN wEiRd tHiNgS bOuT mE

2007-06-21T19:52:00.000+08:00

LoNg aWAiTeD eH?? FoR tHoSe wHo WaNt To nOe hOw WeIrD i CaN bE, hErE it Is.. thNx to BeL BeL..Be4 tat,
[Here are the rules!The rule of this game goes : Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in their blog 10 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about themselves. At the end of it, you can choose 5 people to tag. Most importantly u got to state this rule of the game in the blog.]

So UNFORTUNATE, I gOt tAgGeD!!! So hErE i gO!!

I like to push myself life i have no limits. [some may noe this, but tats definitely an unrealistic habit]
I like to fantasize and imagine I'm some anime character. To add on on this, i always mix all the characters together to imagine a more strange character.. LOL.. [childish, ain't i?]
I like to look into people's eyes.. I see alot of things from it.. [especially feelings]
I like to cheat in single player games!! [feels great whacking the computer!!]
I have a habit of "suaning" people.. [people around me be CAREFUL]
I didn't study for my 'O' levels!! :P [NR0610 pls dun kill me]
I like to play gambling games[e.g. black jack, mahjong], without $$$ LOL XD
I do very very very very stupid things when i'm on extreme conditions[extremely lost, confused, helpless or stress, etc..]. Stupid things such as biting myself(until i literally bleed), cutting myself, etc.. [gosh, i'm really a danger.. hahas]
I study when i'm in dreamland [i'm either a genius, or an idiot] XD
I can't stay put for one second [even when i'm sleeping, i move around..]

People i wanna tag: Hasyimah[:P], Peng Peng, Jinat, Seri, Cindy

ChApTeR 3: AnOtHeR NoRmAL DaY tO tHiNk AbOuT..

2007-06-20T21:20:00.000+08:00

My Fav PIC!!! :P

ToDaY wAs a NoRmAl DaY!!! hahas... i guess if i said tats all i have to say, someone wud have me executed.. LOL..XD anyway, today was exceptionally normal.. went to sku for meeting with H. and gang.. submit some proposals... crap alot... went eat lunch with A. and den went to Jurong IMM to buy a CD.. hahas... bought a CD called the cunning monk... LOL... a cartoon bout a smart-ass monk.. resembles me right?? :P.. after tat when to shop a little.. LOL... drank a fruit juice tat really sucks... LOL... hahahs.. today really ain't got anything much happening... LOL... anyway, after tat, went dinner with A. and den here i am at home blogging... HAHAHAS.. anyway, i guess today i wanna touch a little about myself.. about my hobby!!! guess what it is??? LOL.. i guess no one shld noe coz its a little lame... i like to think about life.. about ppl's life... about diff views of life when i have the time.. LOL...XD... Whenever i think about life, i feel very enlightened..*HOLY MAN* :P.. well maybe one of this days i might actually attain nirvana.. [halo on my head??!!] LOL... Anyway, another quotation to share today:

If A is success in life, then A equals x plus y plus z. Work is x; y is play; and z is keeping your mouth shut. Albert Einstein[Jan. 15, 1950]

ChApTeR 2: No LoNgEr aLiEnS??

2007-06-19T17:32:00.000+08:00

hey hey!!! sorry i havent't been updating my blog for quite sometime.. XD.. AnYways, the title for this post suggests the reason.. I have been away for a camp at sentosa, which theme happens to be no longer aliens eh... hahas.. anyway not gonna talk much bout it but i'll save its super de fun... LOL!!! went to sentosa ytd AGAIN for a class gathering.. but ended up lying in sand and being tanned like a salted fish!! LOL :P.. but anyway, i alot of fun for the past few days.. 2day happen to be my grandma's bday!!! HAPPY BDAY GRAMPS!!! LOL... went to eat lunch with her together with me bro and A. had lots of fun... went shopping in IMM with her den send her home... LOL... suddenly remember that not much of my holidays are left wor... ARGH!!! havent finish my ICA yet!!! muz chiong liao wor... good luck guys... btw, juz to share a famous and hilarious quotation by Albert Einstein:

The hardest thing in the world to understand is the income tax
XD

Get to know yourself better

2007-06-13T19:56:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

GeNeSiS

2007-06-12T23:30:00.001+08:00

eVeRYtHiNg HaS a BeGiNninG.. ThiS iS thE bEgiNninG of mY bLoGgiNg jOuRnEy.. FuNnY iSn'T iT? FoR a GuY tO bLoG.. A LittLe mOrE aBoUt MySelf.. I'm a BoY WitH wEiRd thinKiNg.. WeiRd cHaRacTer.. and mAnY WeiRd FrEnZ.. ;P
I wiLL Be pOUriNg oUt my FuRy, mY WoeS and mY SoRRow in uPcOminG pOsTinGs.. So FoR tHoSe whO FeAr nOt oF lisTeninG to mY cOmpLainS, FeEL FrEe tO viSiT my bLoG..
LasT BUT noT LeaSt, I'm a SmALL mAn WitH BiG ThoTs.. HaHa..